Well, after much aggravation, I was finally able to figure out how to make the picture at the beginning of the blog a more acceptable size (Oh look! There's a button marked 'shrink to fit' - what a concept! *blush*). My only regret is that I figured it out before I got cranky enough to get a punishment spanking. Ah well, you can't have everything! LOL!
Almost all of the spankings I receive are playful and my favorite foreplay. Sometimes, just for grins and giggles, Ken and I will go out to the 'woodshed' as we call it - it's actually just an old garage/workshop - and take turns reddening each other's backsides and then text back and forth comparing notes on the 'sting factor' for the rest of the day. LOL! However the one punishment spanking I earned since we began living the BDSM lifestyle was SO different. There's a psychological reaction that I didn't expect at all, and spent pretty much the rest of the day analyzing my reaction to it. I kept thinking it was so bizarre that while he uses a wooden paddle with no breaks to stop and rub my butt as he usually does, which of course is much more painful, it actually made me feel better and alleviated my guilt. I didn't expect that at all! As a child, I was never spanked that I can remember, but I was severely physically and emotionally abused until I was able to escape from the hell hole of a home I grew up in. Logic would dictate that the last thing I would want or need was physical punishment, yet I find myself craving it. I am still analyzing this weird phenomenon and would like to ask anyone who is reading this:
What kind of home did you grow up in? Did you have two loving, stable parents? What are your thoughts on why you enjoy spanking, whether as a top or bottom? Any feedback would be appreciated greatly.
More later on thoughts and opinions on why we are the way we are, and of course, as promised, pics and info on our 'home-made' dungeon equipment.
Happy Spanking Y'all!
The Switchers
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